I think its only possible for me to love my family is if I get everything my way. Lol like legit I like to get things done my way only because its functional for me to process in my mind whats efficient to my comfort. I dont like my time wasted. Im a very simple person. I dont get why its hard for my mom to see everything in my view no matter how clear I lay it out. *sigh* if only being independent was easy. Straight out. Im doing whatever it takes to get my shit done did weather people like the way I do it or not. And ill go that level of having to be a demanding bitch to be heard. Including insults. Im never taken seriously and I know being like this wont help. But im just tired and sick being put last and ignored. I dont care if were too broke for me either. Theres always a way to work around it. im not waking my ass up at 5am to work a 7.50 butt ass pay for nothing. Whenever mom or walt steps in. There’s no point in them actually trying to help or make thing convenient for me. They never have at all. Fuck. I have a game plan and Ill go as far as I can to get to where I need to be. Im not trying to waste anytime.
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